I have been busy actually. And besides that nowadays I'm a bit emotionally wrecked, but I don't want to confront those feelings here. Ladies and gentleman, aku boring dengan segalanya. I don't know why, but I think I have a boring life. I wake up in the morning, go to class, learn something at a face pace, feel lightheaded in the middle of it, got lost before the lesson ends, get stressed in the weekends for deadlines in the coming week etc etc. One week feels like a few days and it's like somebody's pushing the FWD button in my life. I need to catch a breath, you know.
Today I woke up really tired. And for the first time at 15th Ramadhan I missed my sahur meal. I set up two alarm clocks, but I turned off both unconsciously and only managed to wake up 5 minutes prior to the dawn's prayer call. As soon as I woke up I grabbed the bottle and gulped down water as much as I can. And before I get to turn on the light, the prayer call was heard. Oh mannn, I was really disappointed that I didn't get to eat the butter bread I bought for sahur. But shit happens, isn't it?
Despite today being the most sleepy Monday I've ever had, I went to class nevertheless. But then halfway my eyes was so heavy I couldn't really manage to concentrate fully. It really felt like my mind was somewhere else. You know, when you're really sleepy. Even though I was heavily sleepy, I did not fall asleep during my 8-9am class. Hehe. Shoved in my earphones and listened to some songs on the iPod and that kept me awake for a while til the end of the lecture. Thankfully the lecturer is cool seeing me not really listening to her talk. Even for my PCS class, I think I was mumbling some words when the lecturer asked me something about holding a discussion meeting in a working environment.
I was relieved after a series of lectures ended at 12pm. I dozed off until 2pm before going off again for another class at 3pm. When I woke up after that 2 hour "afternoon nap", it felt like Monday started only then and I could think straight again. I was technically asleep for the first half of the day.. erk! What a terrible Monday morning that I had.
The moon started to appear bright since last night. It's amazing to see it because it's very beautiful even though it's just a glowy round thing in the sky. But I wonder where the stars are?? I don't see them.
Cheers!
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Ingatkan bila bulan terang, ada orang nak ajak tengok anak bulan...
Biase ler tu... boring dah jadi asam garam dalam hidup. Kalau dah kerja, lagi la boring, ngadap muka bos tak tak berapa nak hensem tu.
@RestlessButterfly - tp kerja dpt duit byk.. at least after a month or two boleh shopping bende2 mhl. study dpt duit sikit, masa depan tak tentu. blaja engineering who's to know nnt kerja tbe2 bole jd HR manager kan? hehe. semoga diriku nampak the blurry light at the end of the tunnel soon.. but i still love student life tho.
@redblaque - Yup, bila dah kerja, dapat gaji boleh shopping siut, lagipun my office walking distant from SOGO, next year lagi teruk, pindah kat office next to SOGO. One of my friend, Shirley - study engineering tapi jadi Financial Adviser.
aha...aku ingatkn aku je yg bosan =P but yeah shit happens alright.n hey,ur not the only one feeling asleep the whole morning.it happened to me as well...haha.dh penat,memang mcm tu le...take care though ^^